{"id":1140,"date":"2018-03-06T10:23:20","date_gmt":"2018-03-06T18:23:20","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/?p=1140"},"modified":"2018-03-06T10:24:11","modified_gmt":"2018-03-06T18:24:11","slug":"zachs-room","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/index.php\/2018\/03\/06\/zachs-room\/","title":{"rendered":"Zach&#8217;s room"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-1141\" src=\"http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/wp-content\/uploads\/DSCF0457-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" srcset=\"http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/wp-content\/uploads\/DSCF0457-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/wp-content\/uploads\/DSCF0457-1024x684.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/wp-content\/uploads\/DSCF0457-400x267.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>This image came up in my screensaver rotation a moment ago. It is what Zach&#8217;s room looked like when we got there the day after he died. I had just a few minutes ago cleaned the same dresser top where I now keep some of Zach&#8217;s things in my bedroom. I have the dresser now but nothing else in this photo. I&#8217;m actually amazed that I can look at it &#8211; and I did look at it carefully &#8211; without bursting into tears. For a long time I couldn&#8217;t leave my apartment without thinking about what people would think about me and my living space if I never came back. Sometimes I would tidy things up just a little extra. <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-1142\" src=\"http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/wp-content\/uploads\/DSCF0458-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" srcset=\"http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/wp-content\/uploads\/DSCF0458-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/wp-content\/uploads\/DSCF0458-1024x684.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/wp-content\/uploads\/DSCF0458-400x267.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>If it weren&#8217;t for Zach&#8217;s death, no one would have taken pictures like this. I don&#8217;t have any pictures of <em>my<\/em> apartment like this.<\/p>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-1143\" src=\"http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/wp-content\/uploads\/DSCF0459-300x200.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"200\" srcset=\"http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/wp-content\/uploads\/DSCF0459-300x200.jpg 300w, http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/wp-content\/uploads\/DSCF0459-1024x684.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/wp-content\/uploads\/DSCF0459-400x267.jpg 400w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>This image came up in my screensaver rotation a moment ago. It is what Zach&#8217;s room looked like when we got there the day after he died. I had just [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[530,6],"class_list":["post-1140","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-zach-stories","tag-stuff","tag-zach"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1140","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1140"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1140\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1145,"href":"http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1140\/revisions\/1145"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1140"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1140"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1140"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}