{"id":300,"date":"2016-11-07T12:23:47","date_gmt":"2016-11-07T20:23:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/thezachproject.us\/?p=300"},"modified":"2016-11-07T12:23:47","modified_gmt":"2016-11-07T20:23:47","slug":"puzzlement","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/thezachproject.us\/index.php\/2016\/11\/07\/puzzlement\/","title":{"rendered":"puzzlement"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>. . . or maybe &#8216;bewilderment&#8217;. It&#8217;s the feeling I&#8217;ve gotten the last couple of months whenever I think of Zach. I don&#8217;t have the debilitating sadness of the early months of the year nor do I have the overwhelming fatigue I developed in the summer. Now I&#8217;m just confused. Where is Zach? Intellectually I know I will never see him again, or hear his voice but emotionally I&#8217;m confused, puzzled, bewildered.<\/p>\n<p>My remaining children, Jeremy, Sarah, Ashley, have been a great comfort to me. Their loss is as great or greater than mine yet they carry on. Sarah and I got to share a (semi) private moment of grief for Zach the other night at the conclusion of the SF Symphony&#8217;s Dia de los Muertos concert. Jeremy and Ashley have the future in their care and I will be joining them for a visit next week. I am looking forward to many good hugs and a triple dose of Rosalie.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>. . . or maybe &#8216;bewilderment&#8217;. It&#8217;s the feeling I&#8217;ve gotten the last couple of months whenever I think of Zach. I don&#8217;t have the debilitating sadness of the early [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[17,29],"tags":[55,14,27,7,6],"class_list":["post-300","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-family","category-health","tag-ashley","tag-facebook","tag-jeremy","tag-sarah","tag-zach"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/thezachproject.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/300","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/thezachproject.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/thezachproject.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thezachproject.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thezachproject.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=300"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/thezachproject.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/300\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":301,"href":"https:\/\/thezachproject.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/300\/revisions\/301"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/thezachproject.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=300"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thezachproject.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=300"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/thezachproject.us\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=300"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}